♥Sunday, May 07, 2006♥
TODAE IS NT A HAPPY DAY
Haiz... todae was nt realli a happy day 4 mii.... he called mii n tell mii tat he was realli sorrie tat he cannot accompany mii yesterday... n i asked him wat is he busy wif n u noe wat he tell mii, he told mii tat he was rushing something for 1 of e customer but hw can i make moiself trust him after wat i have saw yesterday.....
Todae i kept moiself busy for e whole afternoon by cleaning up moi whole room again cos i do nt wish to recall wat he has say to mii n wat i have seen yesterday... after e cleaning moi parents ask mii to go out for dinner wif them but i was so tired n i do nt feel like going... but after tat i realised tat when i'm sitting on e sofa moiself i was start to think abt e matter again n before moi parents leave e house they ask mii whether i wanna join them anot... then i say yes so tat i will nt be thinking when i'm wif them....
Then nw i'm alone again... haiz... wat should i do??? hw can i make moiself nt think of anything n i wish tat i'm drunk nw so tat maybe i will feel better....
Haiz... todae was nt realli a happy day 4 mii.... he called mii n tell mii tat he was realli sorrie tat he cannot accompany mii yesterday... n i asked him wat is he busy wif n u noe wat he tell mii, he told mii tat he was rushing something for 1 of e customer but hw can i make moiself trust him after wat i have saw yesterday.....
Todae i kept moiself busy for e whole afternoon by cleaning up moi whole room again cos i do nt wish to recall wat he has say to mii n wat i have seen yesterday... after e cleaning moi parents ask mii to go out for dinner wif them but i was so tired n i do nt feel like going... but after tat i realised tat when i'm sitting on e sofa moiself i was start to think abt e matter again n before moi parents leave e house they ask mii whether i wanna join them anot... then i say yes so tat i will nt be thinking when i'm wif them....
Then nw i'm alone again... haiz... wat should i do??? hw can i make moiself nt think of anything n i wish tat i'm drunk nw so tat maybe i will feel better....
♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 10:26 PM
@ 10:26 PM
